Like seriously? At first i though I'll get selected, i was confident But on another moment i felt if I'm over confident I thought there is so much more talented people May be some are experienced too So how could i get select? I don't set expectations, i secretly prayed in heart can i get this opportunity Allah? I started continued my other work.. I literally forgot about this cz i thought it's been so long so may be students are selected I just finished my Isha prayer, was talking to Allah and said to him: Allah i want to see you somewhere in life Like this doesn't mean I'm wishing to see Allah. I was saying him k Kuch kryn k ma instantly feel krun k ap hyn This doesn't mean k Allah mujy kch dyn gy to hi ma Allah ko feel krungi nhi It's just a sense of love with him k ap to hr jgha hyn sath, we don't do that much shukr, to mujy currently kch aisa dikhayein,koi feeling dyn k ma mehsoos kru apko, ma apka shukr ada kr skun like there is so much to do shukr, but still we humans hm bht c chezyn ignore krdety To ma bs yhi khe ri thi Allah se k agr kch ignore hogya h to uska ehsas dilayein k ma apka shukr kr skun us py And i finished prayer, checked phone And you know what's next? I saw sir Azhan msg on WhatsApp that I'm selected for scholarship I Just can't believe k I don't remember k mny zuban se b ye dua ada ki thi, dil ma bs khawish ki thi Allah se Then bhul b gyi k shyd ma na hu select may be this is better for me now And i can't believe my eyes when i see the msg I instantly said Oh Allah, how can i shukr you now? This is more than enough Alhamdullilah 💙😭 Thank you so much @Haroon Khalil sir for giving this opportunity ✨