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Hi my name is zümra. Currently in my life I quit antidepressants and the anger that was dumbed by over 2 years just came back I get angry and sad very quick i realized that i’m not calm at all and my nervous system is absouletly cooked. My therapist once said that i have similar patterns with borderlines. Then she just stopped seeing me. I got dissappointed several times from friends lovers and therapists but i still trust and rely on people very easily and get manipulated. Sometimes i think that there is something wrong with me that everyone can see but me. And i think thats why they always get away from me. I dont have any friends and ı dont know how to get one without making myself smaller than i am. I always get rejected by people. And if i dont go talk with them nobody comes and talks to me and when they do that ı get nervous and fck it up. ı ve been trying to build confidence but still people dont come near me. I dont attract but push people away. Its my beliefes and childhood patterns that ruins me. ı just feel hopeles.

Has anyone else lost access to Reys courses recently? I pay Premium membership because that was the deal to access courses, but since the format changed in classroom access is locked unless I buy the course. I have private messaged Rey but have no response. Is there a moderator who can help? I was flying with the Famine to Feast course and would like to keep going with it! Thanks

Hello peeps! 👋 I’m really curious about how all of you eat, so I decided to start a little poll. I’d love it if you could take a few seconds to vote and let me know what kind of eater you are. If you follow a specific or unusual way of eating, feel free to drop a comment. The same goes if you’ve had interesting experiences with food, like health issues that improved or even disappeared thanks to a certain diet. I’d be really happy to read about it! And please: no food shaming 🙃 ✨🫶✨

While watching this video by rey "God did not put you here to be good" I realised how much my life decisions are effected by people around me, just keep them happy, satisfied and pleased. This morning I skipped my meditation and just sit in silence, very early in the morning, I was just looking around and feeling the peace. From my last post i learned a lot, I'm carrying too much pressure, fear, guilt, expectations and responsibilities. I just surrender and give them all to god 😊🙌🏼 i bring back my power. Nobody can scare me, not even my parents, society, or their rule and culture. Recently from last few months I was in rush to start content creation, to connect with people, to shoot my life to present myself as a niche. I was handling tons of syallabus from college, too much pressure for entrence exams. Not anymore, today I realised this year is going to end soon, i need to create difference now. Without any expectations and responsibilities I'm giving myself permission to rest, to choose what I feel intrested in, to love, to talk with myself. In my family I'm the only person who is interested in spirituality, I'm different form them, I have some goods and bads, but in all these... instead of connected to god, when did I start beating myself to fit in the perfect mold of spiritual and peaceful girl?? That video really helped me. And now I'm not beating myself anymore. Today I cried a lot. I'm just sitting around here and there and thinking. It's time to choose who really I am and stop with this ego and beliefs drama. I'll update you all with my new journey in next post 😊🤗 And thanks rey, your video opened my eyes it's just me and God. Nothing else. God bless you all ❤️‍🩹 Ruru ;)