Day 23: I’m not sure about this invisible loop today. I’m sure I’m in it. But I’m not sure I’m right about my thoughts on it today. I’ve been avoiding my beautiful gym and my awesome weights set up. I I go first thing after I complete my journaling and DACs, my life would work perfectly. Instead, I use my time to make lunches and check in early with work. I used to scroll socials, but I’ve officially banned myself from doing that in the morning. So I’m wondering: Am I choosing to stay busy on these magical early hours to keep my gym promise to myself? I’m no sure. Maybe I avoid because I’m afraid to finally succeed at this? Or am I just lazy and unmotivated in this department? I never stop moving all day, and I never sit and watch TV. I’m productive in all the other areas. My nutrition is great, my food is prepped, my house is (mostly) clean, the laundry is done, my kids and hubby are all doing great. And I’m managing my work load for work like a rockstar. Am I just avoiding discomfort in the gym? This loop keeps me on the outside looking in. Or maybe I don’t need to question why? Maybe I just need to stop the excuses and get back to the gym. Sheesh. I’m eye rolling at myself.