I lay this here for someone to pick up. I left something that was more than a relationship 2 months ago. Something that lasted 9 years. I could have bared more, but what was to come of it I dare not feed anymore. I had been through a lot with this wonderful soul, but we become corrupt. This corruption bled into every avenue of our lives, and I became something of a monster. Arguing was a piece of our daily routine, no matter how big or small. I allowed rage to consume my being, in which only reinforced the negativity already present. After many repeated cycles, I finally made the decision to put an end to the damage we were causing to ourselves and the things we love dearly around us. Now, even though I know in my soul I made the correct decision, my mind is plagued with the "what if". What if I could just run back and everything be okay? What if we understand how to be now? But after playing all of the memories back in my mind (good and bad), I return myself back to the truth. This is my attachment. I realized that my mind, body, and soul have been so used to the presence of a relationship, family, and purpose. Now I know the pulls calling me back to comfort and familiarity are the side effects. Similar to breaking a habit you've done for a long time. I wanted to share this in hopes it might help those who have trouble grasping their own attachments. Our minds will try to do this every time we make choice to turn away from something you've tolerated so long, even though you know the pain that comes with it. Much love to you all 💜

Hello friends 🙏 One important thing that i keep constantly on my mind, is that there is nothing wrong with the way life is unfolding. Whatever is happening in your life, whether you're struggling with difficult circumstances, or addictions, or people, everything is working out perfectly for you. Now, this SOUNDS nice. But in the moment when we feel fear, or worry, or anger, often it doesn't help us. That's because "everything is working out perfectly for you" is not just supposed to be some nice affirmation we try and force ourselves to believe when we don't. It's about fundamentally changing our relationship with life itself, to break free from the illusions of our mind, and see the higher truth unfolding. If you focus on everything going wrong, and how much it sucks, that's all you will see. But if you make it a habit of looking for the evidence of how life is trying to help you, you'll begin to see it. We build our trust and faith muscles over time so that we learn to naturally surrender to life. Only then do the blessings begin to come, because we are no longer in resistance to the source of all love, peace, joy, and abundance. We get angry and frustrated because life isn't going exactly as we want. But it is exactly that resistance to "What is" that is what is sabotaging us from receiving what we want. That emotional turbulence is what keeps us from learning the lesson that life is actually trying to show us, through our problems. So the more we stay stuck in our psychological drama about what is happening, the greater chance we'll continue to repeat the same lessons until we fully learn. Learn to trust life, and you'll begin to see that every problem is in fact an oppurtunity for you to bring forth even greater blessings. There is nothing wrong. Only the Ego judges life. The deeper aspect of what we are is always free, always in peace, love, joy, and abundance. We don't have to "get" these things. We only have to remove our attatchments to the Ego, which keeps them blocked like a dark cloud covering up the light and the warmth of the sun.

Took two weeks of vacation to go hunt for a big buck. I'm 5 days in and have been going hard putting my woodsman skills to the test. I've been successful in seeing many deer, some of which were bucks (small ones). But I realized today that I've been holding myself back from embodying the entire experience. Rather than sitting on the edge of my seat anticipating the buck I'm after, I now see the enjoyment of the absence of deer. I now embrace everything I bare witness of. The wind, birds, squirrels, trees, insects, terrain features etc. I feel at peace rather than being tense. Please take note, and extrapolate this realization within your own experiences. Much love to you all

Here is some banger WISDOM for today. Remember the highest purpose of our human existance. To find truth, freedom, peace, God. What follows is a continous ripening of your natural state of being, the nature of which is harmony itself. Remember who you are. You are Life. https://www.skool.com/spiritual-rebels/classroom/eed2c69b?md=e60cb1d571304bdebf591d6581f0d912

Just felt like I needed to put this here. I can't begin to fully express how grateful I am to have all that I have now and in the near "present-future". Especially still being able to see, talk, and hug my mother. She was at the point of total kidney failure and on the verge of dialysis, but after many many quiet, emotional days and nights of talking to God. . .we found a match with a wonderful family member willing to do the surgery. I feel even with dialysis, I wouldn't be having the conversations/moments I've had just recently with her. I know she's not going to be here forever even with another kidney, but I can say for sure God worked with us more than I ever asked for. Let this be a reminder for us of how powerful our creator is, no matter what the surface presents to us. I give eternal love and thanks to it, and the being that enabled my mother to be present in this realm. Much love to you all dearly and may you see and feel the love and care spirit has in store for you💜