Hi Leah - It’s a challenging experience to go through. Everything will be opening up and what you’re probably experiencing is fear. Behind you is what you already know and it feels safer than the unknown of what is in front of you. The busy mind is the ego trying to protect with thoughts of the when’s, why’s and what ifs. Let’s address the getting present first because this is where you can be safe in the moment and still move forward. For me it was 4 things - Counting breathwork, cold showers, getting into nature and meditation - Exercise works too. Learn to create space for the fear, acknowledge it and then fill that space with love, fear needs love too - This is how we turn darkness into light. Learn to operate from the heart by focusing on it, thanking it and being grateful for it - and open heart keeps the mind quieter - a closed heart enables the mind to become chaotic. Find your practices and trust the process a day at a time, if you can’t do a day, do half a day, and keep breaking it down until it’s easier and your present. Good luck and happy travels 🙏🏻