ok soo this is my first post here and i just wanted to ask for advice or see what you guys have to say. So in my journey of awakening that has been taking course for the last few months, it’s been a bit of a struggle . by mind feels clattered and i feel like i can never just be in the present moment i feel like im always in my own head, thinking trying to be conscious and change but i just feel like i’m walking in a circle and each time the circle gets smaller ,more crowded and difficult. i honestly don’t know —but i also know soo much.i feel like all my life when i found or something interesting then i think “i can do this “ ,” this time i’ll change “ but i never do. I end up getting disappointed and in the same position i was in before, no progression. i’m scared even tho i know all this information and have learned soo much i can never put it onto practice because i’ll end up in that same loop of just being back right where i was before.