I am painfully awake. I am generally a happy person but the state of the universe is constantly in the back of my mind. My friends talk about making travel plans next year and although I want nothing more than to plan these things, in my head, I am thinking "Will we even be allowed to travel this time next year? Will the grid "collapse" and everything will be different? Will they ban flying because the "emissions are harmful" or because geoengineering will have caused mass floodings/droughts/winds? Will we be in the midst of another hoax pandemic? Will the fake alien invasion be in full swing?". I am currently studying naturopathic nutrition and I love it so much, it's my passion, but I am so scared to pay big money and spend alot of time in the upcoming 2 years incase there is a collapse of society in the very near future. Like do I just sell everything of value and travel the world before it's too late? Im babbling now but I wonder do any of you relate to this? So torn between setting myself up for a long and rewarding career in such a volatile world, or living life to the fullest before I lose the opportunity to live a long and rewarding life ☹️