I have felt extremely somber the past few weeks, experiencing anhedonia and nihilism. It was before all the tragic events in the media, I just feel so much hatred in the air, are you feeling it too? Is the something major getting ready to drop?

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=s3yJXHb0czY Had to share this, if we remember the big picture and where we came from, our paths become more clear and less daunting. I hope someone finds this enlightening

Meditation changed my life I want to share the most life changing experience Ive ever gone through it put me through A psychosis Trance after it i was obsessed to go back where it leaped me to Ive mastered quieting down my senses As if my body falls asleep but I remain consciously awake, I used to snap out of meditation 5-15 min in But now I can meditate between 30-60 min in Its usually around the 40 min mark where I know im in a trance about to leap It feels like sleep Paralysis Body asleep but mind wide awake And all I see is black with white blur Ive kinda mastered it Once im at this point I stimulate my pineal gland By focusing on it and looking up towards it Than I felt my body my whole being Vibrating VIBRATIONS so fast so hard and simultaneously all I saw was pure White than like vacuum I was sucked up instantly into what I call Innerspace I truly believe This is the InnerKingdom Yeshua spoke of IVE achieved this 3 times only so far And im obsessed the world we live in truly is a matrix truly isn't reality where I went was more real more authentic than anything ive experienced Colors ive never seen before shapes like holographic denying all physics that we know as humans I was floating around as pure light conscious and of emotions pure energy My body didn't exist,there were many holographic flames everywhere different colors different consciousness And I could create anything in an instant I could venture anywhere And information was in an instant to your command and you could call upon anyone And like lightning there flame/conscious light Would come to help and serve I WAS COMPLETE One thing stuck out like a sore thumb Out there the communication, You didn't speak in words and you didn't think with your mind to communicate you communicated with your heart you would feel things with emotions like frequencies And other masters could Decipher your heart And communicate It was beautiful Since than ive dedicated my life to serve others and love myself and forgive myself fully

https://www.instagram.com/reel/DOLR9UgjY5V/?igsh=MWlvZHg0OGMzYWdvcA== Has anyone heard of this story before?

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