The initial response I had is that his soul chose this experience and likely had a soul contract with person who did it so it happened as it was meant to happen. As a human having a human experience, 13 months ago, my husband passed away in my arms suddenly and so I immediately thought of his family and sent them love and light energy. It’s a struggle becoming a widow as a human and the grief can be consuming. Whatever is coming next, I hope it brings more love and joy and that’s where I focus my energy mostly because I believe love is what I am here to mirror.

@Laura Renaud it’s Glen.

Hello!

I believe experiences happen for us and not us - and in that spirit, learned to be grateful, and transmute fear into love. The last two years have offered the most experiences (some to wake me further and others to kick me into doing what I needed so I could learn to be). I am now in a period where I am integrating and learning to allow fear and love and other conflicting emotions to coexist. That said, I fear not fulfilling my calling, which is to build community and help others through getting out of mainstream medicine and into natural health and wellness. I did this while going through both grief and Menopause and although it took me 5 years, I know I can help others do it more quickly if they're prepared to commit. For anyone questioning friends and family, if you don't follow your calling, the universe will push it at some point if it is for your highest good. I was taking too long and so in January 2024, my corporate job was eliminated. In August 2024, my husband passed away suddenly. Both these events had to happen to push me to move toward what I am called to do and if you are being called, face it while you can. I am grateful I had that extra eight months of time with my husband.

@Laura Renaud it's definitely not easy even though it is simple. I feel a conflict with being creative and playful energy and the previous paradigm of 'adult responsibilities' and I will keep going. I spend most days creating for my Skool community and attempting to weave through social media and attract those who resonate and trust in the abundance to continue providing.