who else struggles to functions at matrix jobs? I was at my new job tonight and they were talking about letting me go which really upset me, i had been putting a hundred percent into the job. I also got in trouble for talking too much to customers. I was thinking " i am not a stupid person, so why do i struggle so much with mundane things like this?" but i feel incredibly dumb for this shortcoming. am i subconsciously rebelling against the monetary enslavement system? are neurodivergent people like us just not capable of these kinds of jobs? not really sure what i should do, I guess i will keep going with my best effort until they let me go, and if they do maybe it is a redirection from the Universe. it is driving me crazy partaking in the system, but i need money to survive. there are so many of us here on Gia that are here to do more than just beg for less than we deserve.