https://youtu.be/tWZSPKzaWPA I was a bit late posting this got a lot going on now. it is from one of my favorite movies lighthouses between oceans

Hi guys 😍 What do y'all think if we did weekly Thunder Buddy Zoom calls every Sunday? I know these past few months it's been kind of whenever so let me know if Sundays would be a good day for most of you! I think it would be a fun day to conclude the previous week and start the next! We can always switch it up once in awhile but I think it would be easier for those who want to join, to plan around it! And if there's another day of the week you'd like, let me know below ❤️

I am between a rock and a hard place right now. I have a family member whom is very ill. and i feel stuck between two modes of prayer, the one that begs for things to be alright and the one that says, "thank you for answering my prayer" it hits different when things are not looking good. Has anyone experienced this conflict in awakening? i do not know if the energy i carry can change the outcome of someone elses fate. selfishly I am just not ready to lose my mother yet. Would love to hear from you guys, i have honestly been bawling my eyes out all day.

who else struggles to functions at matrix jobs? I was at my new job tonight and they were talking about letting me go which really upset me, i had been putting a hundred percent into the job. I also got in trouble for talking too much to customers. I was thinking " i am not a stupid person, so why do i struggle so much with mundane things like this?" but i feel incredibly dumb for this shortcoming. am i subconsciously rebelling against the monetary enslavement system? are neurodivergent people like us just not capable of these kinds of jobs? not really sure what i should do, I guess i will keep going with my best effort until they let me go, and if they do maybe it is a redirection from the Universe. it is driving me crazy partaking in the system, but i need money to survive. there are so many of us here on Gia that are here to do more than just beg for less than we deserve.

So i tried something new, I decided to release an improv video along with a slideshow to promote relaxation, wellbeing and creativity. I have also noticed when I listened to slow harp improvisation I have heightened intuition and more access to my higher vision and heartfelt emotions, it is as if time stops and I am left only in the present moment. let me know how you find it and hopefully it helps you find some rest https://youtu.be/LHt4hYcYUps