Been off the bottle, snow, and the weed for three consecutive days now. Slept horribly, waking up with minor panic attacks and cold sweats. But I got up early and started applying for more jobs online, so head feels a little more clear. I’m broke as hell and behind on rent, which I guess a few others in here can relate to. The toughest thing to quit has been weed and alcohol. I’ve smoked daily for the better part of a decade now, and as I’m employed in bars and restaurants it’s really tough to not have that beer after your shift. But I’m keeping my head down and trying to set myself up for financial, psychological and physical change. This place has helped motivate me to be accountable for my actions, not just the excuses I’ve been living by for years now. Thanks for that. Keep your head up lads. 🖖🏽