Hello, my name is Susana. I'm 21 years old, trilingual, and still learning more languages—I’m a huge language enthusiast. This year, I’ve truly connected to God as part of my self-discovery journey. I’ve been praying before every meal with gratitude for everything, and having these mind-opening conversations with myself and God. I’ve never been happier... but I also struggle with understanding who I truly am. I feel I’m someone easily influenced, like a chameleon that changes with every connection. I consider myself a very empathetic person; to me, there’s no strict right or wrong, and I know human beings are naturally contradictory. But often, I change my own conceptions or ideas after listening to someone or even after watching videos online. It’s as though my own ideas aren’t strong or convincing enough for me. I don’t really like this idea of being “not authentic” or “not myself,” and I wonder if I’m people-pleasing—though it doesn’t entirely feel that way either. Does anyone understand what I’m trying to express? Is it wrong to be easily influenced? I’ve been writing a lot about my own ideas and trying to form a clearer concept of what I believe. But I still have this feeling that maybe the things that Im writing are not really myself.. maybe I’m not really myself. 🤔 (maybe iam overthinking)

Can you raise your vibration living a lie? Can you raise your vibration holding on to unforgiveness? Can you raise your vibration being judgemental? Can you raise your vibration having a negative mindset? Can you raise your vibration without applying positivity? Can you raise your vibration absorbing propoganda all day? Can you raise your vibration watching porn? Can you raise you vibration living in the past? Can you raise your vibration living on junk food and alcohol? Can you raise your vibration without doing the right thing?

When was the last time you felt great? When was the last time you laughed until your belly ached? When was the last time you felt magical and inspired? When was the last time you lived without fear or doubt? When was the last time you connected deeply with yourself? When was the last time you acknowledged your existence gracefully and with gratitude? When was the last time you forgave yourself? When was the last time you spoke your truth peacefully?