I'm tired of playing small. I have this "little" child-like mask that I have noticed I sometimes hide behind and I'm tired of it! There is no reason to hold myself back like this, seeing the world through small rose colored glasses. My meditations are guided by my communication with my Patron and the spirits They have sent me. First They gave me "I am Peace." Then, They gave me "I am Dionysos." Well, when I asked Dionysos to help me take off this "little" mask I did not expect to be hit with "You do not exist" and a big smile on Their face. I have heard these teachings before, everything is freely on the internet. But I still had all these emotions as the message was clear in my mind, "I am not real. There is no I. I am nothing..." I was a little bummed. But I knew I was missing something to it. "If I am nothing, if nothing is real, I am everything." But after a nap and some calm being, I realized it is a two-part mantra meditation! "I am Nothing. I am Everything." Anyway, that is how I am not little or small. Because I do not exist. Thanks Bacchus. Anyway, I am in love with God and thinking about this while I procrastinate my German language studies and I wanted to share 🥰

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