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Finding Peace in my body

Hi everyone! First time posting here and I’m excited to meet and connect with you all. I wanna talk about a divine experience I had last night and what I’ve been going through for a while.

Negative Fearful thoughts of catastrophe and death that have felt cyclical felt like it drove me into a corner in my mind and made me feel like something was wrong with my body, that I had a problem or was doomed for a short life. This was far from the case and much simpler than I could have ever imagined

I never could have imagined how physical this experience was as it was not just mental. Yes, it is vital to be able to discern in your mind thoughts that are just thoughts which don’t have authority & nor are they prophetic. Ego/mind had begun making simple bodily sensations and feelings out to be something that might endanger my life or heart. It makes the splash of a pebble dropped in a lake out to be the size of a splash as if a building was dropped in the lake. And it does so through fear.

Learning to listen to my body and sit with it is all it ever wanted. For me to stop running from a danger that only existed as thought forms of scary what-ifs and to reconnect with my body, feel it, and trust in it in this moment, which is the only real thing in existence. And so when we stop fighting and resisting the mind/body, the body releases tension and old emotions we didn’t know how to process years ago. It could go with tears, sighs, breath, shivers all over, gentle pops and other things. And it’s important to learn how to trust these happenings because this is where ego can freak out if you’ve ever felt hyper vigilant. But don’t be afraid, your body knows what it’s doing and naturally brings itself back to balance, harmony, & healing when you give it the space it needs and let go of fear, doubt, and control. You never have to monitor it, and nothing bad at all will come out of letting go the control. Quite the contrary.

So last night I bring my body into a peaceful state and start to claim divine truths without even thinking about it. For someone who’s been feeling more raw unprocessed fear more than ever, this was calmest state of being I’d been in in a little while. God came to me as a blue formless woman and started speaking to me through my mind. Touching my heart that’s been aching for years and my stomach at the same time and saying “claim divine healing”. I did and I continued with God through this relaxing, unwinding process I’d been scared of feeling for so long. She let me know, “you’re worthy, you have a long life ahead of you, and I can’t wait to see what you bring into this world. And when you do die it will be a peaceful one long from now, you are one of the nicest people in existence” and I just felt the most love, acceptance, & safety.

I said “you are so loving, caring, & gentle”… she said, “I do not want to be judging”

There is no judgmental god in the sky, there is the most loving, caring, gentle, & healing presence of God in your heart and soul. So don’t be afraid of your heart ache, for we learn through experience that it does not kill us, but it does quite the opposite. It frees us from our past and our pains. All love.

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Finding Peace in my body