Anyone else having deep grief rising right now? As I have cleared away the Nervous System noise of survival and settling into the new place of quiet, a wall of apathy and sadness has risen. Its like my whole world I now see differently as I see more wholly my life the good and the bad in its fullness. As I stand in the presence of rubble and growth I am impacted emotionally and energetically by standing in the presence of it all. The Grief of what was, what wasn't and all that I put my investment into some gleaned and some burned away. I am struggling to stand in this place of acceptance for what was and is and what will become. But I am seeing it, feeling it and no longer allowing my anxiety and busy distract me from sitting with it. Witnessing it all with presence trusting things will move and shift when ready.