Hello chaps.
Having a bad day today! Finding I’m replaying everything that’s happened over the last 3 weeks, which is really grinding me down. At the weekend, my wife and I agreed to tell our younger children (13 and 8 year old) that we are living separately to make sure that everyone stays happy, that I was staying at their uncle’s house. We both stayed strong during that conversation, but afterwards the reality hit me, and it’s felt like another huge loss, not being able to see them everyday is truly devastating. I felt I’d moved forwards with my emotions, but I’ve definitely gone backwards and feel like I’m starting all over again.
My wife is carrying on like nothing has happened, or she’s just putting on a brave face, I don’t know. I have been doing the same, especially when in her company. Every time I leave the house, I just feel broken.
Sorry to vent.