2 Hour call after saying night to this Kids. · Marriage Recovery Community

2 Hour call after saying night to this Kids.

We ended uo having a 2 hour conversation last night to after I rang her to say night to the kids... not even sure how the conversation happened it just flowed naturally...

But I ended up asked her if she missed me, She doesnt miss me, because i annoyed her when I was there, she had to pay for everything and finacially support me. The house was messy when she got home... and its nice to have thay peace.

I Asked her what she missed about us, she laughed at first. Knew exactly what she was thinking about. (Sex) But apart from that she said nothing else... things were good when they were good but then they werent.

Explained a few things i missed, and she eventually came out with. She missed cheese board nights...but that's all I got out of her... its something I suppose....

Talked a bit about how she doesnt trust me anymore. And she said she doesnt, but she tried to stop checking my messaged and my socials because it wasnt healthy.

I asked if there was any scenarios where she didnt trust me since skylar was born. At first she said no, but then eventually mentioned only two things that she didnt like was when I went out with dom, my mate who was a bad influence on me. She didnt teust me when i went out with him a few times, - i tried to reasure her and say i unserstand how you feel given my past with him, and what hes said and ive done to hurt you. But i tried to accommodate your emotions when i did go out with him. I didnt drink (excessively to the point where i was a dick) and i. Came home at a reasonabke time. Baaically sober, so i was in control still.

And when we went out for bretts birthday.(her cousin) we both got really drunk that night. And apparently I was horrible to the taxi driver.... she also said that that situation, because I didnt remeber it. I didnt apologise because in my words "I can't apologise for something I didnt know that happenee" which I totally get, and I affirmed her that I was wrong for doing that. And apologised last night for it.

She also opened up about sleeping with Brad... she turned around and said 'hes a nice guy, so i should be telling you this because its not nice to him' but since this community is a safe place ill tell you this secret ill keep to myself.

But basically said her fear came true. About someone having a small Penis. Compared me to him, and said yet again, she regrets it all. She just did it out of desperation and vulnerability. Ngl gave me a bit of an ego boost, because I wouldn't say im well endowed. Although she has always argued that with me!

Made a little joke, about i can reminder her of what she is missing out on! 😅 he did laugh, but shut me down.

Said thats not going to happen, because i dont want to give you the wrong opinion. And ive got my toys to keep me company. I dont need you!

And I don't want you to get your hopes up.

Again, i probably shouldn't of done. But I confessed my love her so to speak, just essentially said I am never going to loose hope. She was the best thing that happened to me, gifted me the most beautiful children... and I have to be honest with myself. Im always going to have hope. Because I want my family back. But I am focused on myself. Purely for my own improvement.

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2 Hour call after saying night to this Kids.