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Week 2 Assignment-Tracking Patterns-Learning the Language of the Body
Human beings carry stories in their muscles long before they carry them in words. The nervous system remembers patterns the way a river remembers its channel. Change the channel slowly enough, and the river eventually flows somewhere new. The goal is not to force change upon yourself, it is to catch patterns in the act of happening. Instead of focusing on a single moment, this week I am inviting you to track repeated sensations throughout the week—tight throat before speaking, stomach drop when money comes up, shoulder tension when someone asks for something. Patterns reveal themselves when attention gets curious. This work really begins the moment you realize: “My body is not betraying me. It’s reporting information.” And once you learn to listen to that reporting system, transformation stops being dramatic and starts being structural. Quiet. Consistent. Real. Assignment for the week: Nervous System Awareness Theme: Learning the language of the body Most people notice their reactions only after they’ve already happened. This week I am inviting you to detect the first whisper of activation - instead of the emotional explosion that comes later. The assignment invites you to track body sensations as neutral data. Not as dramatic intervention. Reflection Questions: • When did my nervous system feel most activated this week, even if it seemed like a small moment? What physical sensations showed up first in my body? • What was happening externally at that moment? Who was present, what was said, or what decision was in front of me? • If I slow that moment down, what did my body want to do instinctively (withdraw, defend, explain, freeze, fix something)? • What belief or assumption immediately followed the sensation in my body? • How long did it take before I noticed that my nervous system had shifted? • If I had noticed the activation earlier, what might have helped my body regulate more quickly? Just like last week's assignment, you will copy the questions and paste them with your answers in the comments. You have until Sunday to complete the assignment. It will be due by 4pm CST (so this will be Monday for you @Becca Sweeting and it should be about 8am your time)
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“The Space Between Control and Trust”
My loves....I get it. I promise, I really do. I sit face to face with my mentors, guides and support team and I'm called in to facing my own language and patterns of behavior. The difference is that I'm not afraid to be seen in disruption. I'm not afraid. Period. It didn't happen overnight. But it did begin once I no longer made excuses as to why it could no longer happen for me. This is my invitation for you. It's OK to feel fear. As a matter of fact, I get anxious with my own mentors. But feeling fear or anxiety and remaining trapped within it constantly and allowing it to control me are two different things. This is why I say I'm not afraid. I may feel fear, but I am not that which I feel, because I am not defined by it or controlled by it. It no longer dictates my choices. It no longer prevents me from showing up and going all in with my decision to remain committed to my self development. With that, I want to share something else.... I’ve been noticing—both in myself and in the work we do together— how quickly the mind tries to organize outcomes. It is seeking to uphold the comfort of control that its always known. Not because anything is wrong, but because the nervous system is trying to feel safe. This control can look like planning, fixing, anticipating, explaining… even trying to ‘get it right’ in spaces like this. And what I’m more curious about lately is this— What happens when we don’t try to control the outcome of a moment, but instead stay present with what’s actually happening in the body? Not to remove the pattern. Not to fix it. Just to see it… as it’s happening. Can you recall a recent moment where you noticed yourself trying to control an outcome— a conversation, a perception, a decision, or even how you were being received? What did that feel like in your body? If you look underneath the need to control in that moment…what was your system trying to avoid or protect you from? Possible answers that might surface are: rejection, being misunderstood, losing control, not being enough, uncertainty.
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Upcoming Somatic Session
For those in the donation space.... upcoming on the calendar 📅 Please be sure to use the link in the calendar on skool. This is the zoom link for the live. See you there! @Mena Hajek @Becca Sweeting @Samantha Olague
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Upcoming YouTube live!
Upcoming on Sunday! Living untethered doesn’t mean floating away from responsibility. It means the ropes that used to yank your nervous system around—approval, guilt, old emotional contracts—no longer control the steering wheel. The interesting twist is that the freedom people crave is rarely about external circumstances. It’s about emotional liquidity. Think of emotional wealth the way economists think about financial wealth. Wealth isn’t how much money flows through your hands. Wealth is how stable your internal reserves are when life fluctuates. Emotional wealth works the same way. It’s the capacity to remain resourced—clear, grounded, self-trusting—even when life becomes unpredictable. When our emotional checking account is in the positive, we are no longer outsourcing the blame and attaching ourselves to an outdated outcome that we have yet to detach from. In this episode we will first review and witness the invisible tethers and how they operate, then we dive into understanding emotional wealth, and finally we learn how boundaries act as the structural architecture that protects that wealth. The outcome?You’re no longer being pulled in a hundred directions by invisible cords.You’re simply standing in your own gravity. One final note I would like to share - A curious detail about the human nervous system takes place when someone stabilizes their internal state; it often reorganizes the emotional dynamics of the people around them. Regulation spreads through social environments the way calm spreads through a room. One person untethering themselves quietly changes the whole relational field. Which makes the practice less about escaping life -and more about becoming a different center within it. If you'd like to join live, please mark your calendar for 12pm CST. Let me know in the poll if you be able to make it! I look forward to seeing you there!
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Parental relationship & the molding of our personality
As each of you are aware by now, we have built our identity upon the backs of our parents. We have created an inner game of blame in order to restrict the level of responsibility that has always been ours, and ours alone. We have formulated ways to project our suppressed emotions in order to manipulate others (most specifically our parents) in an attempt to get what we want. This is also because we tend to approach our lives through the lens of "should" instead of "willingness". I know, for myself, I only started focusing on the mending of my relationship with my parents because of the "should" mentality. So together, we will unravel the "should" versus "willingness" through the completion of our parental patterns. This week I am dropping a few questions in here to reflect upon and answer. I would like for you to copy the questions and respond to this post with the outline of the questions, along with your answers. You have until next Thursday to complete this assignment, however, the sooner you tend to it the easier it becomes! Part 1: THE PHILOSOPHY OF COMPLETION AND WILLINGNESS STEP 1: Reflect on Resonance (Willingness vs. Obligation) The foundation of this work begins with your posture. We can see that doing this work from a place of obligation ("I should," "I need to," "I have to") will only recycle the past and damage you further. Instead, the requirement is simply your willingness. • What does it mean for you to replace your "shoulds" with a "willingness to stand in the possibility of seeing something you don't see today"? • Write a reflection exploring the difference in your body and mind when you approach your parental trauma from "willingness" rather than "obligation." STEP 2: Identify the Source (The Ultimate Mirror) The foundational assertion of this work is this: "Until you complete the relationship with your parents, all your relationships will be about your parents". We act out our incomplete parental dynamics with partners, friends, and in our careers.
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