I’ve been working at making a living in my own unique way for almost 2 and a half years now after leaving a senior leadership role in the tech industry. I’ve tried and failed at more things than I can count in that time. But I’ve never given up hope. I kept trying new ideas and approaches with the conviction that eventually something would work and I’d be making a living doing things I love—writing, expressing myself creatively (including as a guitar player and singer), teaching, connecting with amazing people all around the world, healing and exploring and expanding my own consciousness, and consciousness as a whole, since we are all deeply connected. When I left the tech industry, I was familiar with the concept of intuition but it didn’t exist in my own experience of life. I was living in my head, in a story of what I was supposed to be doing, a victim of what other people expected of me, disconnected from my feelings, afraid that it might be too late for me to become who I was really meant to be, but with a sense that something else was possible. And so when I embarked on the journey of discovering my own authentic livelihood, I couldn’t help but act in all the ways I’d spent my life learning to act—seeking attention (on social media), pushing myself to work as hard as I could, trying to constantly figure out what I was meant to be doing, overthinking everything, not asking for help when I needed it, trusting other people’s opinions and perspectives over my own, desperately praying that something would finally take off so that I would finally be able to relax in the knowing that what I wanted was possible. But that relaxation was endlessly elusive and continued to be something that existed in the future. And then one day, Aaron came up in my feed. And he gave me a lifeline. He talked about how he received an impulse to just start creating a daily video—which proved to be the beginning of his success as a creator. And I knew there was something in that for me…

Hi, I'm 23 years old and I feel lost in life. I know it's probably normal at this age, but sometimes I just can't cope with it. I don't know what to do with this feeling. I keep questioning whether I'm in the right relationship and whether I'm making the right decisions, ruminating my past, what I should do and so on. I wish I could feel safe, but my nervous system feels like it's falling apart. Every day feels like a battle just to feel a little better. I wish I could wake up feeling happy that a new day has begun, instead of waking up with the weight of worry on my shoulders. Please don't give me advice like sleep, meditation, yoga, breathing exercises, or walks in nature. I already do all of those things. Sometimes I don't know how to approach myself, because when I try to change my thinking, it feels like I'm fighting against myself. It's a bit like repeating affirmations that don't feel true to me and forcing myself to believe them. When I try to think more positively, the difficult emotions and trauma stay quiet for a few days, and then I break down and everything comes back all at once. On the other hand, when I allow myself to feel those emotions and simply observe them, I feel like I'm going to drown in them and that they'll never go away. I have a tendency to always want to fix myself, and I'm looking for ways to do that, even now, by writing this. But maybe I should accept that I'm lost, that I don't yet feel that sense of safety and peace. I'll probably go to therapy, but maybe someone has had a similar experience, or has some advice for me...

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