Once you wake up you can never go back. Once the door is opened, you can never fully shut it again. You can't unsee what you saw (even if you think you can it is in your subconscious.) But your ego will always try to bring you back to where it was "comfortable".
When we start waking up and observing it is sometimes scary as hell! But once you come to terms with it, accept it and stop trying to get everyone else to see you and hear you, you can more easily flow in much higher frequency states and stay there!
Every trigger or irritation that comes up, is coming up because there is something in our shadow that we need to work out. π― (It's not our job to get the narcissist to work on their issues.)
So go ahead and really feel your emotions, press into your feelings.... then rise above them! π¦
Let them be as light as a feather and fly away! When we get to a neutral state the actions, thoughts, feelings, vibes, energy and/or frequencies of other people do not affect us!
We are who we are and nothing can ever change that again! (Because now you know, so you won't let them change you.) You no longer have to fight to be you just BE. Everything else will fall away.
We are AWAKE... WE SEE, WE HEAR, WE TOUCH, WE FEEL, WE TASTE, WE SMELL but we DO NOT shapeshift to fit in to other frequencies anymore! (Unless of course, we are acting for some good reason!π)
You're on a different frequency and you NO LONGER have to COMPLY with them!
Yesterday I wasn't feeling that great so I fell asleep around 8pm (I've been feeling a bit beat up in the spirit). I woke up just after midnight and I had a moment with my teenage self... I held her and cried with her and said sorry for abandoning her! Then I went outside I saw a really bright star (turns out it was Jupiter and Mars)! I also rewatched the revision technique and did my last hw for month one! Then I went back to sleep around 4am to the YouTube portion of the revision homework (again! I did this the night before quitting coffee!) https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ePX4tElI6Rc And today I woke up and I'm a different person, again! π
The flow of the teachings are nicely building upon each other and helping me to unpack things on another level! Thank you @Aaron Doughty π₯ Side Note: While I was writing the above in my journal I was listening to Lenny Kravitz's new release "FLY" with Quavo (interesting that both Lenny and Lana just released songs with Quavo, if you don't know what I'm referring to than you haven't read my hw! π) anyway when this song was over, the new "HUMAN" Remix came on and I jumped out of my chair and danced my @$$ off!!!! I literally had flashbacks of when I used to dance on stage at my favorite NYC club of all time (20+ years ago)!!!! I listened to the song 3x's and danced with my tambourine and became one with that teenage girl I used to be who I loved and LOVE dearly!!!!!!! We ARE HERE TO BE HUMAN. "When I'm free to shine my light. I'm ready to take flight. The past is out of sight"
This was my morning meditation today, "May you create peaceful harmony as your life's purpose." PEACEFUL HARMONY WITHIN ONESELF!!! INTEGRATION
I'm in love with this video I found through the events in the comments below.