1) An identity I absorbed in the past is the fixer, controller, and the pleaser. I’m accepting the fixer part of me. I am accepting the controller part of me. I am accepting the pleaser part of me. 2) Who I would be without the pattern of fixing? I would be more authentically myself and able to be in my frame and body. Who would I be without the pattern of controlling? I would be free and more authentic. Who would I be without the pattern of pleasing? I would be the true version of me and choose myself.

Your heart beats without effort. This proves that unconditional provision exists. It's already operating in you. At the most fundamental level of survival, you are held. Now. This doesn't mean food will magically appear. It doesn't mean you stop working. It means the terror of being cosmically alone, of having to earn existence itself, is based on a lie. The most essential things were given. You are not abandoned. From that foundation—not from desperation, but from being held—you act. You still work. You still seek food. But you're no longer an orphan screaming at a silent sky. You're the living presence itself, moving through the world, finding what it needs. The same presence that beats your heart also knows how to guide you to bread. I've been mapping the steps it takes to move between acute survival and resting in that awareness, and realizing this truth was a fundamental, essential piece to internalize. I just wanted to share this here in case someone needed to hear it today. 🧚🏼‍♀️

THE TRUTH ABOUT LEMURIA, ATLANTIS AND TARTARIA — BEYOND THE MYTH Attunement to the Akashic Field… written as a remembrance moving through layers of time, not as theory but as an inner knowing attempting to form itself into words. https://youtu.be/hpMTGpB0zM0?is=fgeDQM2u5w6HOEr4 There were three great fields of experience on Earth, three chapters within one long evolution of consciousness. Lemuria was experienced as an early long phase in which human consciousness lived primarily from interconnectedness. Not separated from nature, not separated from one another, strongly attuned to feeling, intuition, and direct inner perception. In this remembrance, the emphasis lay on harmony, flow, and collective awareness, but also on the fragility of boundaries, making experiences of disharmony difficult to bear. Then came Atlantis, a phase in which consciousness deepened into form, structure, knowledge, and technology. In this layer of remembrance, a great refinement emerged in science, energy, and creative capacity. It was a period in which mind and heart were meant to work together, yet the balance between power and connection was repeatedly tested. The lesson that arises from this is responsibility: how power and knowledge relate to inner ethics and interconnectedness. In more recent layers, Tartaria appears as a remembrance of a world closer to the present time. Historically, it refers to real regions and peoples in Central and Northern Asia, yet within collective consciousness this image has expanded into a symbol of a lost way of life in which nature, architecture, and human rhythm were still more closely interwoven. It is less a single empire, and more a mirror of a longing for coherence and simplicity within increasingly complex civilizations. When these three layers are viewed together, there is no conflict between “true” or “false,” but rather a movement of consciousness through different forms of human experience. Each of these fields carries a lesson: Lemuria as remembrance of unity, Atlantis as experience of creative intelligence and power, and Tartaria as a reflection of more recent shifts between nature, culture, and systemic development.