I am not to give till I recive what I exspect. I am not to pursue till im pursued. I am not to give love till love is earned. I am not to spend till I'm spent on I am worthy of authenticity I am worthy of genuinality I am worthy of integraty I am worthy of unconditional love and not on on the condition of what i have to offer or provide, mentally,physically,emotionaly and financially I am and will only, then share myself if i decide to offer myself as the second part of a: Divine love,TwinFlame,SoulMate. :Relationship/Marriage A forever till death do we part this physical realm Written by me Jeremy Fox

Hello everyone! I've realized that it is not just romantic partners that are drawn to me with these destructive patterns from my childhood, but also other kinds of relationships, like many of my so called "friends" that fit this pattern. I really want to break this loop of unhealthy relationship patterns and to be able to genuinely feel that I'm worthy of real love, respect and care.

The best part about having purchased this series is that I’ve been able to go back re-Watch and redo some of the Journal entries, breath-work, and meditations. That being said, I recently went back to day eight and revisited both journal prompt and breath-work. It felt only right to share my biggest breakthrough for understanding where I guarded my heart. I was beautifully reminded that I guarded my heart for many years by not allowing myself to fully express my authentic being. For so long I tried to impress people by acting like someone that I was not. Though I knew I was being dishonest, I kept being that version of myself who wanted to be liked by everyone. This version of myself attracted people who were not genuinely interested in me. I recall saying and doing things that really were out of integrity. During that period of life I was trying to trick my brain in believing that I was doing this for my best interest. In all reality, I had been doing a huge disservice to myself and those around me. Not being my authentic self has shown up by overthinking, chasing, avoiding, staying hyper, independent, and perfectionism. All these attributes in my mind were protecting me from disappointment, feeling rejection, feeling sad, and ultimately not allowing genuine love to find me. The true breakthrough has been knowing that if I am my authentic self, speaking with words of honesty, acting on integrity, and allowing myself to feel love for who I am without Any expectations, I give more love in return. Being my authentic self has opened my heart, kept my cup full, and I genuinely show up for others with more acceptance. My love is more empathetic, more patient, and it shows up with more curiosity and play-fullness. Self-love and acceptance has been my ticket to magnetic love. 🧲💗

My intention is to clear up some blocks that have surfaced from my past that I didn't realize. Love hasn't worked out so well for me so far... Aaron's meditation has helped me so much. So looking for more intense training. My new mantra is love or learn-learn or love and Let Go and Let God. I'm taking new perspectives on the past as learning experiences or God's protection. Looking to get back to my old self of an open heart and realizing I'm an overgiver (which I used to think was a good thing everybody always said I had a big heart) and working on that.

Just wondering about pples experience of this meditation. When he said to plant the seed and feel the warmth, i feel my heart is cold from all the pain. When he says find a memory of that makes you feel loved, i can't find one, just one of pain. Any advise on how i can challenge these two obstacles? Thank you ❤️