Says Rey. Anyone was, is, a victim of anything? How did you come over to be a victim and became a winner? What makes us to victims? What about low self esteem?

I’m trying to cut off financial dependence from my parents — they are very lovely, but I can’t live with the guilt anymore. I’ve made mistakes, avoided responsibility, wasted years, and hurt them more than I want to admit. The problem is: I’m not trying to “break free” — I’m trying to punish myself. My ego (more than that, the judgment of society) won’t let me take basic jobs, and my shame makes me believe I don’t deserve their support. I keep projecting my anger onto society instead of facing my own accountability. I want to leave home with almost no money and try to rebuild myself, but I don’t trust my mindset. How do you start over when the biggest fight is not with life, but with your own pride, guilt, and self-sabotage? How do you become independent without running away from your problems or destroying yourself in the process? I’m not looking for sugarcoating — I need real guidance from people who’ve been in this mindset and actually turned their life around.

What kind of video games do you guys enjoy? If any, of course. Personally, there was a period of time that video games became meaningless and empty. Now, they are meaningless but also fun to come back to for my “avatar” to enjoy. 🤣 I’ve been deep in a BotW/subnautica kick lately — I swear all the ocean and water energy talk on here is getting to me 😅 Riding the wave virtually, I guess! 🌊 I’m looking for some new gaming energy though — what are your favorite games? 🕹️

WOOT. We hit 500 Members.

Rey suggested him a couple months ago. A wonderful teacher who almost forces you and your mind to move at his pace in a very slow peaceful manner. Watching him makes me realize that taking your time to do something as simple as drinking water can make life beautiful.