5 Struggles - I work 13 hours a day and I donât have enough time to do anything for myself, my pay is shit cause whatever money I make i get a very low percentage and if I canât show up to work one day I donât get paid. I feel like a guest at my own house - I struggle with my loose skin it just looks flabby and I donât like the way I look, itâs hard to fathom that even doing so many things and being in fitness for so long all I get is body dysmorphia and shitty ass loose skin - I am money motivated so whenever I go through a time when my clients are in vacation I stress out cause I donât get paid enough no matter how much I have in savings, my mood just starts swinging and in the mean time I start hating myself throughout the whole process. - I have a very bad habit of being a all in person all the time, itâs hard for me to say no and being in sales all I can do is believe in the process and believe in myself, I take it to a toxic level sometimes when I donât look back and keep pushing myself to failure no matter what situation in my life. I have hurt people and I at that time I just canât control my emotions cause I grew up from nothing so I have myself and I decide what I can or cannot do. And I can bet you i can do anything - I have a bad imposter syndrome, I feel like I know nothing and whatever Iâm doing is fake so I keep myself busy doing shit all the time so I donât get in my head too much. 5 Contrasting Wins: - Working 13 Hour - Working that long 6 days took me to a position where if my family needs me or if I want to invest in something I can even tho it takes a toll in my body, also Working that long I get to meet new people and make genuine connections helping them reach their goals, helps me lead my life where I can relive the same feeling of what I felt when I was transforming from 350lbs - Loose Skin: even tho I have loose skin it reminds me of my discipline and what I achieved it gives me purpose and shows me that I lived a life and took steps to loose the weight and I made it happen, itâs like battle scars lmao. - Money Motivated: when I get money motivated I start focusing on myself a lot, like right now! I invested in this course so I can find new pathways to make more money, itâs a long game but Iâm done with short term gratificationâs - All In: go big or go home right? I am an all in type of person and thatâs why no matter what the challenges are no matter what I chose to do I came up on the top list, Sales Bootcamp to a job where no one else got hired, CR fitness trainer everyone thought was a weirdo and is in the wrong place to the top trainer and making 10k a month for the company getting my name up on the national leaderboards..yea Iâm pretty cool - Imposter Syndrome: imposter syndrome is the thing that keeps me learning more and more so I donât sit on my ass all the time, like I just got the J3U level 1 course to learn more about my craft.