Was going to watch but video is taken down

From suffering from depression in my mid 20s as I lost a lot of friends to suicide and I didn’t know how to cope with there loss which eventually led me to a dark winters nite in Ireland to a river with the thoughts of ending it all when I entered that river and the water to my neck I heard a voice inside me telling me to stop it will be ok ,I am very thankful to myself for listening to my self that night which saved my life I’m very thankful to be alive I have a partner who I love to bits but we are in a situation were we both need to work on ourselves so together we both can have a strong and loving relationship, I want the marriage and kids and that house in the country side and I am grateful that I am doing my best to make that dream work I was recently in a work place accident and unfortunately I lost half my foot ,on the second week of been amputated I made peace with what had happened to me but deep down in side of me I was destroyed mentally and emotionally, I always kept a smile on my face when in hospital and cracking jokes with family and friends who visited me but too be honest it was a mask I was wearing to hide the truth of how I was but eventually I knew I had to speak the truth of how I really felt and let me tell you this when I opened up and off loaded and cried like a baby I felt a huge relief was lifted from me and a some what calmness and peace too my self after that I have reached out for trauma counselling and psychiatric counselling for ptsd so I want too say I am very grateful that I have family and friends and professionals to speak too and off load because I know now that I can heal my inner self and now work on myself to be a better partner , friend , and a better version of myself 💕

I agree with Ben I’m also great at talking and listening and giving my opinion that can help others but struggle sometimes to help and motivate myself ,but I’m working on myself slowly as I know consistent is key

Hey I’m kevin from Tipperary ,living in Sydney 12 years now .work in construction, recently I was in a work accident were I lost half my foot Still recovering from the accident should be on a Prothesis in the next few months were ill be up and running again and back to the gym Love lifting weights and eating food 😀 Love playing poker Enjoy soccer rugby ufc boxing Would like to get out of my comfort zone and meet like minded people that have the same passion and ambitions for a healthier life