Hi im new and im looking to find my inner self as I lost myself 2 years ago from trying to fitt in

💭 Reflection: "Today was a rest and recalibration day, after having an emotionally draining night yesterday. I posted something vulnerable, and thanks to a brave community member, I realized that I may have RSD, which is most likely a big reason why I felt the way I did after completing the week 3 worksheet for emotional mastery. Learning about RSD, there is nothing I read that didn't resonate with me. Honestly, I feel a huge weight lifted off my shoulders. A weight that I've been carrying my entire life. And I feel like I am ready to get back on my transformation journey with grace and comfort, knowing that there isn't anything wrong with me." 📊 Wellbeing Scores: 😊 Happiness: 7/10 ⚡ Energy: 6/10 🎯 Focus: 5/10 😌 Calmness: 5/10 🌙 Sleep Quality: 6/10 🔥 Motivation: 7/10 ⭐ Average: 6/10 ✅ Activities from today: 🛏️ Good Sleep 💧 Stayed Hydrated 🍺 No Alcohol ☕ No Late Caffeine 💊 Took Supplements 🥩 Hit Protein Goal 🍳 Home Cooked Meal 💚 Gratitude Practice 💭 Affirmations ✨ Positive Mindset 📅 No Meetings 📚 Reading 🧠 Learning 🎓 Online Course 👥 Quality Time 🤝 Helped Someone 👂 Active Listening

Hi, my name is [john], I’m from [sheffield Uk], and I work as a [refuse collector]. I have experience with [everything and anything ]. You can ask me questions about: Growing your own vegg Motorbikes Mechanics Casinos as I was a croupier for 15 years I want to get these things from ADHD Harmony: I'd like to learn how to work with it How to stop the negative thaughts How to be myself Figurout what I want to be For fun, I like to: Work on my allotment Play pool Ride motorbikes Cutt down trees or cut hedges Learn new things Im looking forward to making new like minded friends