I got a question. Is it just me or does anyone else get tired of their relatives or friends voices? Hearing their voices over and over again, talking, laughing, yelling over and over. It gets so bad that like I go to another room and just listen to music trying to calm myself down because of how overwhelming it gets. Not only that but on top of all that my mood is like at the bottom, im either upset, annoyed or mad when it happens. And like it happens more often that I think, and now that I think about it its not just voices either just generally tired of them? I dont know how to put it but i jst wanted to ask if it happens to anyone else.

Hey everyone, I’ll try to keep this short and simple but basically I’m jus writing this out of an emergency…I don’t really have anyone I trust to finally admit this but I’ve been struggling with binging food alot & tbh I think is at a point now where I would call it a disorder. I’m not able to get a therapist or anything as much as I’d like to I don’t feel comfy getting one rn due to my home situation and yea like I said I don’t have anyone I trust enough to tell them what’s been going on without judgement so I can get help. Like for 3 weeks so far everything kinda been spiraling (expect for school lul) like my eating signals are super messed up, I completed stopped working out (sometimes I go on a walk or jog but I ruin it by binging junk again), and mentally I’m kinda in a roadblock as well and I’ve been wayy to much on my phone to and jus to into my head and I think I’ve also neglected my sleep for too long and😂I look like a zombie is bad. The point is, I want to change and soon because I don’t want whatever is going on with me to continue and I kinda wish I can tell someone about this but I jus don’t have anybody yk😂ik you guys are strangers but idk I feel like you guys have better energy then most people ik irl so maybe that’s why I feel comfy jus speaking out here instead. Anyways, i jus wanted to finally say it and admit that im doing very wrong and im not where I wanna be and the werid part is that I can’t stop ive tried and i still cant break my bad habits i dont get it why when I really do want to change (even if is hard to believe after all i wrote) is like my body wants to destroy me and my brain doesn’t understand why we aren’t working as a team anymore😂idk if that makes sense. All of this happened so suddenly to, I was doing so good a few weeks ago and idk what happened honestly.. I just want to get better and be even greater then I was last time and become stronger in any way, I don’t want to keep doing this to myself… I can do great things and be a good person despite my environment I’m in rn but I still want to make the most of it until I can finally move out and grow ever further yk. I feel like I can do it idk why I’m screwing around rn and why I just can’t stop when I really really want to.

Hey everyone! I hope you’re all doing well. I haven’t posted anything on here in a while simply because I just haven’t been in the right frame of mind to get what I want off my chest. I’ve been thinking a lot about going ghost and disappearing. I know it’s weird. If you’re going ghost, why make a public post about your shitty life, right? I’m just letting you guys know that I’m trying not to let my past and future dictate my present. Despite being in a very dark place right now, I’m trying to be grateful for everything and moving forward without any limitations and distractions. It’s not easy being hopeful during this lonely chapter but I’m making a slow and steady comeback to being who I’m destined to be. My goals are to keep working on my French, improving my physique, learning a skill or two, and building my confidence from within. I don’t know how, but I know I will become better. I hope you all take care of yourselves and wish you all the best.

This is kinda silly and unserious i think very different to whats normally posted but, I recently discovered a song called "wherever i lay my hat (thats my home)" and ive been obsessed with it. Just got me thinking if anyone has a similar taste in music to me haha

Hey guys, I wanted to ask a really important question which is bothering me for 2 weeks now. Why do I constantly think of conversations with ppl? Like I make up a topic their answers and its like a full on realistic conversation but its all in my mind, it especially happens when im trying to sleep or my mind is empty. In the past I had conversations with myself but now im making up answers and dialogs based on ppls personalities. It just bothers me and I really want to know why because I do it always and unconsciously too.