My new year did not start out in the way I had intended. My mother passed suddenly on December 30. My question is, I'm not sure if I should be leaning into or leaning back from this group over the next month. I know everyone is on a high for the new year… Weirdly enough I still am also however, pausing to take care of all the logistics plus honoring my mom, etc. feels like the most important thing. And I definitely don't want to bring anybody down because we've been preparing for an exciting and intentional 2026. I'm traveling today through the 20th but plan to do my best in the morning hours to plug-in. If anyone has any other advice I would be grateful. Just trying to process everything yet remain with 1 foot on track. And stay present with what is in front of me right now. I realize I am now an orphan adult, which feels really strange and unfamiliar… Anyone else in this land? 🙏🥰 Paula