Celebrating 3 years alcohol free today! 🎉 Got my new phone *almost* all the way set up. Prioritized getting my gym workout in this morning before I let the day take me over. Participated in the discomfort challenge by asking everyone in the locker room for shampoo. Alarm set and Uber confirmed for 2:55am to head to the airport tomorrow!

Finally managed to pull myself out of bed and get some stuff together to pack before I go home. Finally did something I’m proud of and went on a 20 mile bike ride with my friend. 1 day at a time

I feel like I’ve been asleep more than awake these past few days I even missed 2 posts. I have absolutely zero motivation at this point. To me moving back to California feels like I’ve failed moving away was supposed to be my big launch but now I feel like I have to start over. But I just gotta remember to keep moving forward even if it’s a little bit at a time.

found myself in one of those moods where it’s tough finding a reason to even get out of bed. I forced myself to actually go outside though today because it was the first time it wasn’t raining in a week (not an exaggeration) and if I had to pick a win for the day because getting out of bed Is the bare minimum not a win in my mind. I reached back out to some buddies I lost contact with because I moved away so that was nice