When in freak out, I usually retreat....I lost my Uncle to suicide mid-October & halted my WPA work for about 2months. I'm coming back to it finally as life must move on... I'm scared to be bigger in my life & I'm also scared to die without living my dreams. I'm reaching out to help get past the freak out. Any advice & encouragement is welcome. I'm shifting from a full-time bodyworker (with weak tech & business skills) to an ayurvedic wellness counselor & boy do I feel impostor syndrome, yet I know it's the next step in my evolution of self. thank you for your time & support.