That's the problem.
Lying to yourself isn't helping either.
It's time to stop saying you're fine.
What comes next is the story behind 𝗧𝗵𝗲 𝗩𝗶𝗹𝗹𝗮𝗴𝗲, the heart behind 𝗪𝗿𝗶𝘁𝘁𝗲𝗻 𝗜𝗱𝗲𝗻𝘁𝗶𝘁𝘆, and why writing might be the one place you finally stop asking everyone else who you should be. It's waiting for you below.
Read it from beginning to end.
Then come back and tell us what line wrapped its fingers around you and wouldn't let go.
And... don't rush the ending. We left something there for you.