When I started my YouTube channel, it was because I wanted to build confidence speaking to the camera and with my public speaking. My first 20 videos were cringe, I didn’t have a great camera or know anything about editing. Many, many videos and takes later, I have stuck with it. I spoke with Steve in MM Last December when they were growing their YT to increase their subscribers to 10k. I decided that I want to stick with it, and hit the next milestone, which was 300 subs. And…. Even though it didn’t happen in December. I did it!! Whaaaat?! So, as I turn 40 tomorrow, I give myself a pat on the back. I am finding my people online, building my community. And I can’t be anymore grateful. Thanks, everyone, for infusing the supportive vibe this mama needed to be bold. What are you proud of today, so we can celebrate together.

I had a phone call from my watercolour facilitator, He had a family emergency and I stepped in I didn’t have a plan, It was nerve wracking cause they were expecting An intro to watercolours course, So I just “winged it” I tossed all my old cards for inspiration And spoke about free play What a lesson to be learned, I feel as tho I could have prepared more But we had fun The sun came out Everyone made art It was good enough… Where can you give yourself little more grace?

My consistency and perseverance has paid off! I would love to share your win too! What is something you’re proud of? Let’s cheer each other on!

@Ingmar Mareen and I held a workshop this morning I would love to host more like this inside the community. (Don’t worry it won’t all about be yonis) Instead I moved through the day in a bit of a daze, a calm, grounded feeling of being back in my body. Most of all, I felt grateful. Grateful to have connected…with my yoni, with women, with art, with words, with presence. I found myself writing her a love letter. “She brought me life. She brings me pleasure. She holds my creativity. She is sacral. She loves me. She makes me feel whole. She is intimate, sensual, alive. Empowered. Feminine. Divine.Sacred.Wise. She is me. And I am her. ✨” What are you feeling in this season?

It has been a week, I worked over 60 hours… and to celebrate Friday I hosted my first drum circle in town. Has 5 people show up and they were so kind supportive and generous with their donations~ my heart! It took a min to get started but we got a good rhythm. Today I’m off to teach card making to the seniors. Next Thursday my first live meditation in person! The IRL events are taking off! Also as I wrap up the year end, Lunar new year celebrations are coming up! Does anyone want to learn about the new horse year?