Aug 12 (edited) • General discussion
Today is Powerful! Embrace This Pivotal Portal
I must have fell asleep trying to post this video last night 😂 😆
Today marks the final countdown to embracing transformation! Whether you're ready or not, take a leap of faith and own this new chapter. Your authenticity is your superpower - don't let anyone dull your sparkle! Embrace the uncertainty, and remember that growth often feels uncomfortable. You've made it this far, and that's something to be proud of! Keep pushing boundaries, and never lose faith in yourself. You got this!
I watched this cool anime movie about pop group who fought off demons with their beautiful voices and positive lyrics with my little God daughter yesterday & In this weird way, it resonated with my own story about losing my own voice for 3 years a week before my first tour with one of my biggest mentors, “Sarah Smith” from London, Ontario. That’s another beautiful story for another day, but after losing my brother to suicide 18 years ago, I never thought I’d sing without him again and Sarah was the person who inspired me all over again, just when I thought I’d never look back. Moving forward, My mom took me to a specialist in Toronto after losing my voice and I remember praying all the way there for God not to take the one thing that brought me the most happiness and purpose in life. My mom even gave me the third degree on listening to him if he tells me I can’t sing, only because she was worried too…. When I got there, he starts speaking my language in chakras & root causes and says, “ Kristen, it’s not your singing voice that is the problem, it’s your talking voice. You’re not speaking your truth!”
That appointment hit me hard because I have been a people pleaser most of my life and always choosing “most” of the wrong relationships & thinking I can fix everyone. The funny thing is that I am actually usually always friends with all my exes after we break up because I truly want to see them happy too.
This last year really awakened me to a cycle I wasn’t about to start all over again with someone who was very unhealed and not alinged with my truth and ever since letting him go, I’ve been in a relationship with myself. It’s been one of the most difficult years yet, but I’m grateful for that mean man for being my catalyst & reminding me of my worth and finally having the courage to break a hard 22 year cycle for once and for all. Also for finally having the resilience and strength to clear generational traumas moving forward. To this day, I still pray for even those who are evil in my life because I believe that one day they will look back and one day see my worth and maybe, just maybe I helped changed them into a better person as some have for me too. I’m also grateful to myself and all the healing I’ve done within, which of course I don’t expect anyone to understand. No one knows what we feel inside or what we have been through, or how that we have carried that within us. But it’s also no one else’s responsibility to do that inner shadow work within ourselves and understand our triggers and rise up to become the best versions of ourselves everyday, and hey! That doesn’t mean we have to show up and be perfect either, just authentic and real.
When I look back at my journey thus far, I can honestly say I always saw myself more elevated and successful already but then when I started to go more within and ask divine to guide me to my highest soul purpose, I had no choice but to surrender my outcome and allow whatever was meant to come and go with the flow haha. Poet and I don’t even know it ;) however, I am proud of the person I’ve become, the hard work that no one may not see or recognize but again I don’t need validation. I am imperfect, I am flawed but aren’t we all in some way? No one is perfect and I’ve learned to love all of those quirky weird parts of myself too because I’ve always known I’m not from this realm and I believe in the unknown things we cannot see, I have undying faith, I don’t believe in organized religion, and I’m an onion with many, many layers. So for those who take the chance to actually get to know the person I am, in time they always realize I’m a rare glittery star with unconditional love for myself and others and my big heart usually leads me to others who take advantage of that part of me, but also end up coming back years or maybe lifetimes later to see that I truly am all about love and peace. I will no longer settle for anything or anyone who doesn’t align with my highest time line, I may still be guarded and carry wounds that are healing from my past, but at least I’m proud to be who I am today and forgive all those who hurt me, and some I hurt too and realize that it on only made me who I am on this very day, so that’s all we can do! The rest is all in Gods hands and divine timing and I know in my heart my time is coming in fast 💨 🚂 haha because I’ve been manifesting and on this journey a pretty long time and I know like I know like I know, I am worthy of the most beautiful life because I don’t care about fame or fortune, so God knows I’ll change the world with my divine inheritance.
Most importantly, my past has inspired me to continue following my heart to believe in myself & in my big GINORMOUS dreams & help heal the world with my music and voice. You’re never too old to make your dreams come true and we all have our own journey and divine timing is always at play.
I also ended up doing my tour and although I couldn’t speak, almost like Ariel in The Little Mermaid 🧜♀️ lol, by some miracle I got up on stage and sang a 30-45 min set for 8 days straight in 8 cities in Canada. Haha another alignment in the 88 Portal. I look back now and know it was my army of angels who helped me get through that difficult time and somehow giving me the ability to use my voice for a short period once a day. It was one of the best adventures of my life ❤️& a blessing in disguise. We often take so much for granted, and most don’t see how truly lucky we are to have the ability to see, hear, talk, touch, feel or take care of our health until it becomes too late.
As I was leaving my walk last night, the theme song “Golden” happened to come on the radio! Talk about alignment! I absolutely love and resonate with these lyrics myself ❤️
Here is the video that made me tear up watching the sunset last night ❤️
Have a Beautiful Day Everyone! ❤️❤️❤️🦁 and remember to speak your truth! Your voice is especially needed during this great awakening and we MUST ALL RISE UP TOGETHER IN UNION 🙏
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Today is Powerful! Embrace This Pivotal Portal
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