This place kinda just sucks because the truth is far more complex and nuanced and it doesn’t just blanket statement work for everyone, it comes down to the individual and the circumstances. It was abundantly clear when I began here the things that were missing but I gave a shot anyway. When you’re being abused or have severe physical issues bur it’s obstructed by family members thsts not a “just be” moment. Sometimes life is more complex and requires solutions. I think you’re doing a lot more damage to those who are aware of this and understand like myself because it’s like spiting in their faces. The only way this would not be understood and agreed with is to misinterpret the completely valid context of what I’m saying. I have proven to myself I was correct once again about the totality of understating here. It shouldn’t even be hard to understand. Some people are prisoners in this world and you guys got lucky enough to just be, while simultaneously be-ing naive and disrespectful, cruel to those who don’t have it as nicely. And I can see eveey response ahead of time… arguing w the reality … it’s just not so. I would love it if I could get these people who judge to walk in my shoes for a moment and understand there is no avenue to healing when you have liars controlling your life and abusing you in the ways they still can. Exploiting your physical pain and limitations and so on, down to your urethra and impossibly painful things compounding pn each other. It’s easy to just be without such pain or watching people get away with murder, but I don’t have that luxury. I’m a pure testament and proud of who I am, regardless of all of society not understanding and denying me and the truth. Goodbye.

What I mean here is deep unconscious fear of standing out, of being seen and even acknowledged...Not the loud version of fear... The silent one that percolates under the hood.... 🤔The one that shows up in rooms where you know your thinking is stronger than what’s being said — and you adjust anyway... Dumb it down... or even keep it to yourself.... You see the clear move that would change everything... and you know your idea is the solution... You feel it clearly... A nd then you soften it... or never share it.... ....You wrap it. .....You dilute it. or present it as a suggestion instead of a real shift... To reduce discomfort, you tell yourself you’re being strategic. Or diplomatic...Kind even.... Or “aware of the room.” 🙄Sometimes that’s true... But mostly, these are all lies you are telling yourself to reduce dissonance... Now, just reflect on when it happens. It rarely happens when you’re unsure... Almost never.... It happens when you are absolutely certain....The question is WHY? 💫Personal Power is not frightening because it might fail. Power is frightening because it reorganizes structure, reorganizes perceptions, put you in a spotlight.... ...It changes position. ...It changes who feels ahead. ....It changes who feels equal. ....It changes who feels exposed. It forces you to become accountable for your true greatness..... 💥Structural Psychology truth is - Human systems protect coherence above all else. Coherence means: I know who I am. I know where I stand. I know how others experience me. The field feels stable. The moment your capacity exceeds the structure that defined you, that stability wobbles. 💫Most people shrink capacity rather than expand structure. I t feels like humility. It is often loyalty.... Loyalty to an older identity. Loyalty to a group that once validated you. Loyalty to a version of yourself that didn’t disrupt hierarchy. 💥💥The psyche would rather preserve a coherent prison than risk incoherent freedom.💥💥 That’s not your weakness.