I'm tired of playing small. I have this "little" child-like mask that I have noticed I sometimes hide behind and I'm tired of it! There is no reason to hold myself back like this, seeing the world through small rose colored glasses. My meditations are guided by my communication with my Patron and the spirits They have sent me. First They gave me "I am Peace." Then, They gave me "I am Dionysos." Well, when I asked Dionysos to help me take off this "little" mask I did not expect to be hit with "You do not exist" and a big smile on Their face. I have heard these teachings before, everything is freely on the internet. But I still had all these emotions as the message was clear in my mind, "I am not real. There is no I. I am nothing..." I was a little bummed. But I knew I was missing something to it. "If I am nothing, if nothing is real, I am everything." But after a nap and some calm being, I realized it is a two-part mantra meditation! "I am Nothing. I am Everything." Anyway, that is how I am not little or small. Because I do not exist. Thanks Bacchus. Anyway, I am in love with God and thinking about this while I procrastinate my German language studies and I wanted to share 🥰

Always been fascinated by astrology, and reading my natal chart circa 2020 really helped me come to terms with who I am and why things happen/happened. For me I feel pulled to use systems like astrology as a way of justifying my personality traits/worldly events/random unexplainable moods when I’m feeling doubtful or anxious or some other negative feeling, and I guess I just enjoy learning the systems too because I come to understand them quickly, so that’s a reliable source of dopamine. But are they really that positive, when you consider that we can truly choose who we want to be? If you use systems like astrology, human design, etc do you run the risk of limiting your perception of yourself and the world? Please discuss <3

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