I'll be honest
Imma come back, no problem
when everything inside
of my path starts dissolving.
When I start evolving
from crawling to walking.
I'm talking retracing my steps
wall to wall n then I watch em fall.
Thinking that this
world was so small
until I got involved
now I'm doing this for a cause.
Cmon now revolve, rejoice,
I'm finally making some noise
for all of my boys and my ladies too
so help me fill the void.
Yes, help me fill up this emptiness
inside of my chest
I'm feeling blessed but stressed out
at the same time n I don't why.
Just sometimes can't describe
what I want out of life.
Sometimes I feel lame, cause every
single day is another chance to change.
Sometimes I blame myself
for way too many things.
Yh, I'm my worst bully
cause I know what to say
n them words run deep
inside my body n it decays.
I sit on it for days,
weeks, months, but okay.
I guess I got a different type of mind,
I'm one of a kind when I come back online.
By design guess there ain't nothing to it,
I'll come back provin that my dreams are lucid.
I'm speaking fluently
simultaneously I'm going stupid
jumping through hoops for folk
that think they deserve it.
Struck a nerve? I'm the worst
when it comes down to it.
Tired of getting used to the feeling of use,
what's the use? I'm useless.
I ain't gonna waste time proving
to you what I'm doing.
I know I sound stupid everytime
I describe so.. I back up Slow.
Ain't really too sure bout
what I know these days so
but I'm about to come back in
when I'm feeling okay though.
I'll rap this shit up
n I'll morph it like Plato.
Yh, anything I want,
the colors of Indigo.
I'm about to go in
so don't slow me down.
My foot up on the gas pedal
so let's hope I don't lose focus
from this path I've chosen.
For once in my life I woke up n I'm floating.
I know that I'm ghosting so much,
but please understand me.
Out of sight and out of mind
for those who I call family.