living is painful and there is no God

living is more illogical than logical. by born i was born in Muslim family but I'm not a believer. I can write down hundreds reason not to believe in, but will point out a simple one. This post isn't about religion but I want to understand myself, why do i feel so much ?

when i see some hungry cats, or stray dogs runs towards me for some food I can't help but be sad. you know why ? because i'm human being and i have emotion. in Islam it said, God is kindest, he loves his creation - just like any God from every other religion. If he's the kindest and if he really exists then why a hungry cat makes me sad and I question my own existence because I can't help them, and God is dead ? nothing makes sense because all of these are non0sense.

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living is painful and there is no God