I have just finished the day 5 meditation, and my memory was not what I was expecting. I thought it would be some scene of parents argue over money etc. But instead my memory was super pleasant. It was me in my childhood years, at my uncles farm, and he reached out to his wallet and gave me some money with a smile on his face. I was super happy and felt good. The whole scene felt pleasant. Really nice.
I needed that, as recently I struggle to ask or receive money, and it feels like I shouldn't be asking to get payed for my services (I am working on my practice as a hypnotherapist). And I almost feel shame when asking person for money after session.