My Story - YOU are your ancestors wildest dream ✨️

I was raised in a wealthy family with British and South African heritage, always with a sense of cultural hybridity, never fully identifying as either English or South African.

A dogmatic Baptist Christian upbringing in a large family never gave me any context for the spiritual gifts and experiences I was having.

I am a creative soul through and through, gifted in art, music and the written word, however my early years and school environment fed me very little in this regard and I starved creatively.

13 years old and onwards were met with painful transitions and extreme Loss of Stability when my father lost his business, my parents seperated and he left for the other side of the country with my brothers to start another entrepreneurial venture.

These years were littered with emotional abuse, depression, physical illness, fatigue and the correlation that everything I loved would ultimately be taken away and being talented always led to pain and isolation. I developed a very wounded relationship with men.

In 2019 I moved to England and started my journeying on this side of the world. A relocation to Switzerland for a year led me to a spiritual apprenticeship with a woman living in Costa Rica. Over the course of this apprenticeship I began to step into my calling - how to offer my spiritual gifts to the world.

I am incredibly passionate about Emotions, the emotional technology as a window to spiritual experience and how this function actually works. I receive a lot of information from people's bodies around me and the only way I am able to fully anchor this KNOWING is to be fully in touch with my own physical body. This creates the most profound healing in individuals along with all of the other resources I employ in my work.

A 5 month Costa Rican journey

In October 2021 I flew to Costa Rica to really step into my gifts. I attended an in person gathering that my mentor was holding. Unfortunately things went south with that mentor. At that time I still hadn't landed on exactly what my sessions looked like until month 3 of my journeying when I had an experience with a coach and was exposed to a certain form of change work that I intuitively already knew and understood but needed the experience in my own body to know exactly how I was going to do my own sessions.

And boom 💥 I had found the thing I was looking for.

I have no prior training or study with the work i do. No one told me, no one showed me, I just know. And all of my shadowy shit comes up as I've stepped deeper into this work: I'm going to be further rejected, I'm going to be further kicked out of the tribe, I'm going to be killed. All of these witch wounds and other dynamic revelations.

The first session I did with someone we released a pain she had in her stomach for her entire life that she even forgot it was there. I had some refining to do and there were many more initiations and teachings on the way with the work, but it was solid gold and felt so good to do. So easy. So natural.

However there was still work to be done in my own line. I journeyed back to England to heal my ancestral wounds on the lands of my ancestors, healed a mother wound and began to embrace abundance, all the while grounding deeper into my calling. My Artistic pursuits have led me to Bristol where I have started to materialise my dream of becoming a mural artist. Here I have found both Love and stability. I get to live!!

And recently in the dream world and meditation space I have been visited by my late father. This all right as I am calling in more foundation with my work and the business side of it. And as I have been intending for more strategy and foundation, amazing men have started to come into my field, ultimately a very healing experience for past wounds. This can be quite emotional for me to lean into but it is so incredible to be around beautiful men who are showing up so powerfully.

I am still in a process with my creative ambitions. My biggest fear is losing my talents until recently it dawned on me: my grandmother was a classical pianist but lost her ability to play due to a stroke. She lost her talents…sooo is this fear even mine?!?!?! 😱😡

There has been so much isolation in my journey, so many big bold moves completely on my own and with plenty of rejection and criticism. But also a lot of beautiful support at just the right time and kindred spirits from all over the world. Being witnessed in my process and my gifts and being in a consistent community is crucial to my further success right now.

I am here to help Humanity understand its Emotional Technology and how to use this Emotional Body Wisdom to create a Sovereign World.

So much has already shifted within me in this beautiful space. I knew this, I intended for this and so it is. I love you all 🪷

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