Perspectives · New Earth Revolution

Perspectives

So I wanna share something I just observed.

I took the challenge and put in effort for lots of vids to actually to look clean on my profile grid. This is just about what it looks like.

From my profile it always looked fine.

But I just observed that from a different account it all looks super messy, almost every single video.

Might be ig glitches, idk honestly. From my account, the “profile grid” view and “reel grid” view are as wide.

Lol sometimes it shows that the profile grid view has the videos as squares, it’s so trippy. 😂

But honestly I am annoyed. Even when I purposely put in effort, it still looks like I did not. It kinda gives off the vibe that I am slow and dumb. 😂 Which I clearly am if I am so stubborn to not get the obvious message. 😂 (and no, it’s not external “evil” forces trying to mess with me, to stop me, it’s all working out for me, to detach and cultivate more confidence in who I am, genuine self-love, teaching me patience and much more).

But it’s still annoying, I put in effort for quite a few of them. Even while I record and edit, there’s so many trippy things happening 😂 Now I don’t even know what the actual content looks like for others.

No matter how much effort I put in, it still looks like it’s all messy, like I didn’t even try much.

It’s frustrating.

I guess it was not meant to work out for me how I wanted to, not at this point in time.

My perspective was always different. And it’s okay.

It teaches me so much. I guess for me posting is gonna be strictly for my inner work. And that’s fine.

Even this post I couldn’t post and had to rewrite.

Regardless, I am forever grateful for any opportunity to connect, that’s what I love. Real, genuine connections. 🙏🏻

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