I’ve been listening to the Reality Transurfing audiobook on repeat for the past few weeks, falling asleep to it and journaling daily to align with the highest version of myself I’m aware of. I understand that everything ultimately comes down to choice & identity.
Before 2025 began, I committed to becoming the best version of myself & unlocking my full potential. My goals are bigger than me, including becoming extremely wealthy & I tend to beat myself up when I fall short, even though I know I’m only human.
I’m 24 and a recovering alcoholic. Over the past cpl years, I have grown closer to my higher power & achieved more than I ever thought possible. I didn’t think I’d make it this far. I now see that growing up in a negative environment forced me to isolate & learn how to alchemize negative energy into something constructive, this concept of alchemy has played a major role in my journey.
My long-term vision is to build and evolve a Discord community of like-minded people on similar paths of recovery & transformation, focused on alignment, universal consciousness, & infinite intelligence (GOD) supporting each other toward sovereignty, financial freedom, living life on our terms, generating profits from our passions which in turn fuel the lifestyle.
But in reality right now, I work at my family’s liquor store, using the structure & income to fuel this vision. I’ve worked here since I was 18, but I’m ready to plan my exit so I can focus on building assets, creating value & producing content to expand & evolve my community.
The business model feels clear in my mind, but when it’s time to create, my actions don’t align. I have fell back into consuming so much content that now my unique vision feels clouded, leading to doubt, hesitation & perfectionism. I know I’ve slipped back into consumption instead of creation, & I struggle to know where to start, especially when I feel like if I can’t do something perfectly, why try at all. (is what I tell myself)
I’m sharing this to be transparent. Somewhere along the way, I built a mental prison instead of the systems meant to free my time and energy. I want to stop chasing money and instead master alignment & the law of attraction, but my current job is draining my mental health & energy to the point where I can’t do both.
2026 is the year I go all in.