As a new member, I’ve noticed that Jesus ( or Yeshua if you prefer Hebrew/Aramaic) , is referenced in this community from time to time, e.g. on the New Earth University site and in today’s campfire call. Sometimes perhaps in contexts I wouldn’t usually expect. As a new member here, I’m genuinely curious and asking in a spirit of openness: Who is Jesus (or Yeshua) to you?

The matrix had me, but now I am free. I am simply having fun bending reality to my will until I exit the simulation and never return.

Finding this book hard to read, is it worth persisting?

I grew up in the Netherlands. As a child, I was always very shy. From a young age, there was a strong drive of energy inside me to create. I drew a lot, loved being outside, and played football with friends as much as I could. From the outside, I probably looked like a calm, quiet kid, but on the inside I wanted so much more than I was actually doing. I noticed that I found it very difficult to express myself, and over time this made me smaller and smaller. Eventually, I didn’t really dare to speak my own opinion anymore because I was always afraid of what other people would think of me. Am I doing this right? Can I even say this? Why would I say this? Because of several things that happened during that period, these feelings only grew stronger… The moment that had a major impact on me came when I was in high school. A very close friend of mine had presumably taken his own life. It felt unreal and made me think deeply. I had actually been shielding myself from my emotions for years. Why did this happen? I also quickly realized that I absolutely hated school and that it was slowly shaping me into someone I didn’t want to be. I drew less, stayed inside more, and started wondering: is this really all life has to offer me? I began thinking more in terms of problems and things I didn’t want to do. Even though I was in a gymnasium-level program, I felt no drive to learn. I skipped classes a lot and was completely tangled up inside myself. I found it very hard to ask for help—I simply didn’t dare—so I pretended everything was fine and drifted through this phase of my life without any real direction. While cycling to school one day, I had a serious accident and hit my head on a curb. The result was a concussion, jaw problems, and a broken nose (which I only found out much later). I refused to ask for help because I thought it would be fine and because I felt ashamed. About two years later, I was involved in a car accident, and I’m extremely grateful that I’m still here today.

I am awakening to the many deceptions of this world/construct. As I begin to realize the truths that has been hidden from all of us, I know that we are all a fragment of God experiencing all aspects of existence. I began to “wake up” 5 years ago, when my son transitioned into the next stage of his existence due to a traumatic drowning accident. Followed shortly thereafter by the cancer diagnosis that my father received and his heart wrenching transition from this existence. As you can imagine, I began to question everything about this life and the constructs we are force fed until believed. That is where I found you speaking truths that resonated so deeply I could not deny them. My goal is to free my family from the shackles of debt and then share my journey with those who have eyes to see and ears to hear. My hometown is in desperate need of a holistic healing space and I will answer the call. This space will help teach others to heal from the inside out, starting with proper nutrition, meditation, yoga, sound baths, energy enhancement, herbs, oils, tinctures and an abundance of other natural resources. Namaste fam! I can’t wait to see what we can do together!!! 💛☀️🌙⭐️👑