The last competition for this year.

This competition was definitely tough, as you can see down below I have not dropped my times for any of my swims, and I did break into tears after the 200m fly and 100m free sadly, and that made me very angry at myself.

I have no idea what happened, I was feeling really good and jumping and dancing around, which after every bad swim I kept telling myself that "you have done what you could at that moment, and that you still have a chance I'm the future. Next time I'll do___ and I have so many friends and family to support me". I tried so so so hard to keep positive and focus on myself and such, but I still do not understand why I couldn't do it; I was so excited! I will be more alarmed on the next competition, which I found out it will be in January; I will do better!! ⭐ (P.S. I did get two golden medals for my fly). 🥇⭐

13 comments