Still going strong. Feeling edgy but hanging in.

Been busy with life lately and just checked out in a way. Looked at porn and had a release every day. Looking to reel it back in from here and maybe after the end of the challenge too.

Starting to feel less tired through out the day. I've usually felt a considerable drop in energy in the afternoon. And since I work a lot in the evening it's become a sort of habit to take a long nap during the day. But now I don't seem to need it. Also been sharpening my morning sadhana. Feels great to start the day with these practices like yoga, breathwork and meditation. Really sets the tone for the rest of the day ☀️ I am also getting quite curious about Qigong. So yeah, all going well on my end these couple of days. Higher vibes, more energy ⚡️

Well this morning I flew too close to the sun and had an accidental ejaculation. Owning that I allowed myself to play for too long near the edge during solo cultivation. I was chasing the high of the previous day. Lesson learned hopefully. I immediately let go of any guilt or judgement and chose to give intention to the spilled seed. Felt just a little flatter today and a little less present. Really neat to observe these effects; I never used to understand the relationship between ejaculation and mood shifts, lower energy etc.. Question: Am I supposed to reset to "day 1" for my count now or am I still just marking the days until 21 regardless of the ejaculation...?

Had a good workout today using this energy! Took sauna and steam which I love to do ! I’m not crazy about the cold shower so I turn cold on the last minute to get groin area cooled off ! Was a pretty good day ! No release ! I read where it’s International Masturbation Day ! I ll have a solo practice tonight !