Aaron said something that changed my life
I’ve been working at making a living in my own unique way for almost 2 and a half years now after leaving a senior leadership role in the tech industry. I’ve tried and failed at more things than I can count in that time. But I’ve never given up hope. I kept trying new ideas and approaches with the conviction that eventually something would work and I’d be making a living doing things I love—writing, expressing myself creatively (including as a guitar player and singer), teaching, connecting with amazing people all around the world, healing and exploring and expanding my own consciousness, and consciousness as a whole, since we are all deeply connected. When I left the tech industry, I was familiar with the concept of intuition but it didn’t exist in my own experience of life. I was living in my head, in a story of what I was supposed to be doing, a victim of what other people expected of me, disconnected from my feelings, afraid that it might be too late for me to become who I was really meant to be, but with a sense that something else was possible. And so when I embarked on the journey of discovering my own authentic livelihood, I couldn’t help but act in all the ways I’d spent my life learning to act—seeking attention (on social media), pushing myself to work as hard as I could, trying to constantly figure out what I was meant to be doing, overthinking everything, not asking for help when I needed it, trusting other people’s opinions and perspectives over my own, desperately praying that something would finally take off so that I would finally be able to relax in the knowing that what I wanted was possible. But that relaxation was endlessly elusive and continued to be something that existed in the future. And then one day, Aaron came up in my feed. And he gave me a lifeline. He talked about how he received an impulse to just start creating a daily video—which proved to be the beginning of his success as a creator. And I knew there was something in that for me…