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HighViber

I miss the live chat. I remember when I first joined HighViber. I had a great time connecting with people. I remember opening up there and also going through some dark shit there to when I got totally lost in reality itself. When I witnessed the outside was a true reflection of my internal world. I know I sounded crazy to alot of people then but there was also people there that loved me where I was at. Thats what I miss, no matter where I was at in the process there was always someone there to reflect back to me what I was evolving from or graduating to. The journey is never over. I've been pretty secluded for over a year now. Figuring out who I am again. Its a much slower process without plant medicine. I've been sober since exiting Jail, I don't even remember fighting the cops, perhaps it was an alternate version of me. I do know this i will not ever again stay up for 3 nights in a row. My therapist said I had ptsd, and schizophrenic delusions. So I am sober now because I have to be to keep grounded and sain. The paranoid thoughts are still there they just don't consume me anymore.

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