Becoming authentic 💚 · High Vibe Tribe

Nov '24 • Shadow work/innerChild Healing

Becoming authentic 💚

I have so enjoyed being a part of HVT and participating. I noticed I engage then of late just stop; I always seemed to have other stuff to do, life got in way etc. any excuse. I would meditate daily for few weeks on end then just stop. I started to ponder and ask myself all summer in small steps what going on within me and now I suddenly got it. Why I start beating myself up internally thinking am lazy, a procrastinator bla bla bla all negative thoughts and then I understood no I self sabotage and use it as a tool to not do anything so I can’t fail if I don’t complete and I don’t feel self worth so prob best get in there first destroy it so at least am in control. Am so happy to have arrived at this stage, its like peeling an onion so many layers but I finally am able to reveal my authentic self and truly acknowledge and truly love me for first time in my life and it’s such a powerful blissful feeling. like it was worth my journey so far to feel my love for me so deeply. I just wanted to share this which is a first for me I am usually 1000% Uber private person but I feel safe to step out shadows and connect.

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Becoming authentic 💚