15d • 💜 Wins & Growth
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So, I haven’t ridden my bike in a week.
I’m not upset with myself, because no am learning how to “Be Kind” to myself.
Last week was pretty hot here in New Jersey 🥵.
Lately I have been “wrestling” with my emotions. It seems to me that I have a few really good days and then one unpleasant or confusing interaction with my husband “destabilizes” for a day or two. I have reached out to Kassandra a few times for support, but i told her I would try to transition back to posting within our community. It just might be that my struggles may resonate with another member and we can lift each other up or not feel so alone.
So that is what I choose to do right now.
I use this space like a virtual journal - seeing my feelings written out makes them real. Feel free to comment if you like. My current struggle is my husband and I still live together because our current financial situation inhibits him from moving out. We don’t argue but he did not always respect my boundaries.
It’s just ….hard sometimes. The last few days have been rough. I’m mentally exhausted and I think I’m going to take a night off from work to try to “settle” myself. I feel like I’m “all-over-the-place”. Does anyone else ever fell like that sometimes?
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