I’ve always had a hard time justifying spending on myself. As a mom, the instinct is to put everyone else first. There’s always something more practical the money could go to. But yesterday, I went all out. I bought a new iPhone! Not just for the sake of having the latest phone, but because I’m heading overseas soon and I want to create high-quality content while I travel. And for the first time, I didn’t battle with the decision. No guilt. No second-guessing. Because this time, I saw it clearly: this wasn’t just a purchase, it was an investment in myself and in where I’m headed. I’ve got goals that matter to me. And this is part of backing myself fully. So here’s to justifying the purchase. Not with guilt, but with pride. Because I deserve it.

hey im a starseed lightworkers planetary healer :) My name is starseedanya on YouTube formerly I decided the mystery of the 731 that puzzled Einstein :) Ana Gómez de León López, and I am a survivor of one of the most extreme human experiences imaginable—thirty-three years of what I call engineered hell and miraculous! I am a Monarch Mind Control program child survivor. My life has been a journey through layers of trauma, oppression, and targeted silencing—yet also a journey of faith, spiritual awakening, and the unbreakable will to live in truth and love. Here’s what I’ve endured and overcome: - 13 years of severe childhood sexual abuse, erased from memory by dissociative amnesia - CIA trauma-based mind control, shadow operations, and kidnap attempts - Multiple rapes, assassination attempt, and years of psychiatric institutionalization - 20 years on heavy psychiatric medication that numbed my soul - Ten suicide attempts - Four social media bans, account hacks, and systematic censorship of my voice - My father’s left when I was 9- (José Gómez de León Cruces), connected to CIA remote viewing and maybe altered FOIA records - Alcoholism, drug addiction, thyroid cancer (three times),  and severe health damage from vaccines and radioactive iodine treatments I have been silenced, discredited, and called “crazy”—yet here I stand. My spirit remains unshaken. I am reaching out to your podcast because I believe this conversation matters—now more than ever. My story is not just about survival, but about how love, truth, and spiritual awakening can outshine even the darkest systems of control. I share openly about: - Mind control and covert programs from the perspective of a survivor - Spiritual visions, prophetic dreams, and psychic abilities - How humanity can rise beyond fear, oppression, and manipulation - The message I received: Love wins I have also produced free resources, talks, and videos to awaken and empower others to spiritual sovereignty freedom and not mass mind control hypnosis.